This is probably the only place where I can get my feelings out.

Hey blogger! Long time no blog here. :( but hopefully that's gonna change. :)
I got a new life. :D I'm more mature. This year, I promise no drama. :) JOKE LANG! there's always drama when the name Rachel comes up,
it's because I'm awesome. Oh blogger. YOU ARENT READY FOR WHAT I HAVE IN STORE.
Well guess what. I dated my baby brother jessse last year. Don't ask why. But it was a HUGE mistake.
Still not over Lemar. CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT! after 2 years. That's something.
Well I'm starting 8th grade. I have no time for boys,social lifes, and DRAMA. but I'm Rachel. I always have time for all of that.
My second familia? NOT REALLY! Were down to just 5 families.
Im crushing on someone you'll never guess who. Can't say because this is the Internet. But if I TALK to you, you'll be in SHOCK!
I don't want a boyfriend, don't need one, and don't care for one.
Honestly, I rather be single then be lied to, cheated on, and disrepected.
(but if someone does cheat on me, they're NEVER having a second chance. No one will ever do that to Rachel.
Oh! And matt? Were like great friends. :) not friends, godsiblings.

Everything isn't perfect. But I don't want it to be. :)

nice talking to you blogger.

dashingRachel.

samuel<3

I always wanted him to know that im there for him.

that i'm the girl he should pick.

that i love him.

i know too much but i cant help it<3

hes my survival and without him im dead.

tell me that were supposed to be together.

i'll be his crying shoulder and his love suicide.

i get lost in his eyes and when he talks to me i melt.

ima clumsy girl whos falling in love with you.

i know that u know that i like you...

lets make it work?

im here for him no matter what <3>

hopefully he reads this.

I should give up...

I mean no guy is worth all this trouble.

No guy is worth crying over.

its like one of the rules.

I just wanted a answer.

He's not the one i guess.

the bad thing is... i dont follow the rules.

What kind of a boyfriend would forget that?

Hes’ the type of guy who doesn’t see what he has until she leaves.

Cause without me, you know you’re lost minus you I’m better off…
Please just admit you’re wrong

<3[:

not talking, looking passed you, smiling

talking, walking near you, laughing

flirting, holding hands, kissing.

understand?

I'm such a clutz

I was walking to school. i saw him pass by

i tripped.

I talked to him on the phone.

i told him the weirdest thing ever.

I hung out with him.

i have a bruise.

i keep getting hurt physically and mentally.

but i still love you <3

I'm so sorry...

I lost all respect for you.

I thought you weren't this way but I guess I was wrong

again.

I'm sorry but I can never look at you the way I first

met you. I'm sorry.