its just too bad.

its hard to close the computer because thats the only way we can talk.

i dont see you that much.

it kills me when I'm awake and your asleep.

its hard to tell you i like you because it wont be the same.

I love looking at our convos in the internet

but I'm afraid they might get erased.

i love being myself around you.

i dont have to act like a retard around you.

you accepted me for who i am.

i dont hear you complain wen i say the same things all over again

in my dreams i see your name but not your face.

i love it when you make me laugh.

i love it when you give me hugs because your so warm

i love it when you say iLy to me and I say it back

you make me feel loved.

its just to bad that....

I see disappointment

Can he tell that I cant breathe?

He walks by me
Can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly
The kind of flawless I wish I could be

Sometimes I dont even want to sleep because i think of you

In the middle of the night When I'm in this dream It's like a million little stars
Spelling out your name. Its hard to understand that I can love you

I want to talk to you, I want to hear you scream and shout till you cry, I want you to

see me smile at you without blushing. I want to sing to you without hiding it.

I want to lay down in the grass with you and count each star we see.

I need you with me to stay here. When I close my eyes I see him.

I try to forget but I cant. I hear your laugh and I smile. I like your hair all messed up.

It was a mistake to love you. Now I think of you all the time.

Your smile makes my day. Your eyes sparkle. When I hear your name i blush.

Why cant I have the guts to go up to you [not shy] and look you in the eyes/.

My questions are when I fall will he catch me?

Will he be there?

Will my heart be broken?

Long time no see blogger [:

Well I'm sorry for not blogging lately.

If you noticed I deleted a bunch of my blogs

I wanna start freshhhh

well blog to you guys later

nikki :)

nikki

4 simple letter [really 3] that makes me smile

without her i wouldn't be with lemar

well her and meli of course

her and m baby brother are "Dating" THATS SO CUTE!

ahaha! she tells me everything about lemar

when he asked me i was too shy to answer so she did

we always talk till 1:oo 

we met a longggggg timee ago

Nikki,Celynne, and I met at the same time

when im down i can always talk to her

i made her fall in LALA LOVE with my baby brother jesse

they're soooooo cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

i totally love her CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i love her 

-rachel

Danika :)

My big sister!

danika's the best! 

i lalalaaalala loveeee herrr

she's soo funny

i love herrrrrrrr

she's soooooooooo random

<3333333333333333333333

i love her 

thanks danika <333333333333333

moon :) [cynthia]

I met moon [cynthia]

on the 2nd week of 2nd grade

she had a cast at that time

Melissa introduced me to her

moon is  high-larious

she can make me :)

once i was crying in the bathroom she was in the other stall 

standing on the toilet 

i kept on laughing

our song is bring me to life

because she brought me to life

thanks moon i mean tika for ever existing